I’ve been accepted to University in both the US and abroad in the UK. I was stuck on the idea that I wouldn’t be happy here at school but I wasn’t sure if was even going to get into a school abroad at that point so really I always thought I’d end up staying in the US but convinced myself I’d be unhappy if I did. Now that school abroad is a reality I’m feeling really conflicted because I’m only just realizing that when I leave for University it will be the last time I REALLY live at home with my family and if I go abroad I won’t be able to just pop home for visits on the weekend and that’s a daunting thought. BUT I know if I don’t go I’ll always regret it and it’s not like I’ll have this opportunity again so I’d be foolish not to take it. Honestly, I’m going to end up going to school in the UK I’m just feeling scared but I’ll be over it sooner or later.

SO MANY FEELINGS blah blah blah I wish they would just go away